sigh...it's been so long already...why am i still like that?

Whenever i talk to her not a single shred of intelligence shines thru. What comes out instead instead is a neverending stream of garbage that makes me look

A)Autistic

or worse,

B)Gay

instead of

C)Normal

i dun like her anymore i just want to be her fren but my brain goes into overload whenever i'm near her...my mum revat keeps telling me to have more guts...haiz.

How to upgrade a com for less than 300...

gRaphICs cArD- Innovision (Inno3D) GeForce4 MX440 64MB DDR (w/TV-out) $74.00
mOthErBoaRd - ABIT NF7 (NVIDIA nForce2) DDR400+AGP8x+ATA-133+IEE1394 $125.00
rAm- Corsair XMS2700 256 MB -333 MHZ $83.00

which comes out to arnd $282....time to start saving

Prelims 1 Shawn 0 :)

Lets see:
english b3
maths 0
chem o
econs e?
bio e?

wasn't unexpected...but was still dissapointed...although i can't really understand why...i didn't finish studying so its only right that i get this kinda results...still u always wish that u could have done better...especially for gp since i screwed up my essay (just when i got my highest ever for compre) haiz...

And oh the marker called me sharon.

i kinda know where my standards are act and for what sub i can go all the way for As...maths would be one of them...the O came from not studying complex vectors, stats and trig funcs...bio too prob...econs and chem pose more of a prob...since those were the topics i put more emphasis on and still came up short.

b4 i forget some links

http://www.nomarriage.com Crude and sexist....but still funny
http://www.albartus.com/motas/ Motas game
http://www.datacraft.co.jp/takagism/index_e.html Crimson room game

haiz

well it had to come to an end someday....

went down to serenes house on saturday with bulky vcd player in tow to watch the harmoc concert with the harmoc members...only to find that she had a vcd player aLrEaDy lol...so we spent the next half an hour cycling to ecp and then to parkway to meet the vjc harmoc..i expected less ppl to come really haha...then i ran away at 3 b4 they had a chance to watch my segment in front of me tee hee...but reeally it was so horrible haha thank god for RE: Apocalypse...

so then i arranged to meet tk and jermee and jr at orchard...only to find out that they were scrambling to find a cinema with tickets for a session b4 midnight :0 helped then searched cineleisure and plaza sing for tix...which of course was a no go. so i spent the next 15 mins in cinleisure riding the escalators up and down looking at girls while waiting for them (its cine?!?! Wat do u expect me to do?!?!Thats all that god forsakenplace is good for...)

We finaly managed to find a place at shaw towers...the same one where i went to watch brotherhood with xueqi and jermee...hmmm...movie was bleah i guess...but jill valentine is kewl so no probs in the end...then stayed over at jermees house and bummed arnd until this morning and finally managed to learn how to play mahjong...

god i'm so bored....

no surprises there...the penis is your dadddyyy 

lets hope this is not the final outcome 

yay! osaka beats baka tomo... 

gogglewar-chicken soup for the soul 

Xue~

I just remembered that i forgot to do quizzes for ppl...so heres the first one :)

*~ XUEQI's QUIZ~*

1. How did we first meet?
Anime fantasia (sp?) Haha the first time we met u were prancing around and i asked jr whether u were always like that and he said yep :)

2. What was your first impression?
Eh a bit loud haha...i usually dun like loud ppl but i made an exception in your case bcos the things u did were just so funny :)

3. What do you think of me now?
Eh not loud anymore...

4. Am i loveable?
umm...define loveable. (scoots off while xueqi is thinking)

5. Do you think i'll get married?
Yes. To konno!


6. If you hafta give me a present, what would it be? (cost is not an issue)
eh..hmm...a necklace i would sppose

7. What reminds you of me?
Neko! Yuri! Neko! Yuri! Neko! Yuri! Neko! Yuri! Neko! Yuri! Neko! Yuri! Neko! Yuri!

8. If i'm an animal, what do you think i'll be?
Umm..a kawaii neko

9. Attribute a colour to me. what is it?
Gnarly Pink...or not hmmm. Pastel Blue

10. What do you think i'll be in future?
Married with 2 kids

11. Whee, i'm dead. my ghost is standing before you. why?
Bcos u died in sp.

12. Rank me on a scale of 1 - 10...

a) Angelic (1) -------------------------Evilness (10)
1-only if u wear neko ears...a tail and ayu's wings :)

b) Brainless (1) ----------------------Genius (10)
10-Cos u take s paper

c) Lucky bastard (1) ---------------- Cursed Soul (10)
10-haiz i think we all noe why

d) Simple-minded (1) --------------- Complex Character (10)
10-everyone is

e) Feminine (1) ---------------------- Masculine (10)
10-lol eh no lah
5-masculine with feminine qualities
Actually u noe what i think? i dun really care! It doesn't matter not to me at least...

f) adorable (1) ----------------------- Lovable (10) (^ ^)
...i'm not answering this

wat to do?

At first i was planning to go backpacking with my classmates in maybe australia or somewhere...but i just found out that my mum is going on a pilgrimage to israel....the both of us going on holidays will just break the bank. which leaves me in a quandary...hmmm i really want to go out of the country for a while...its been 2 years since i last went overseas....and it would have been the first time i ventured out of malaysia...except that at this pt its most prob a no go haiz...

so that means i 'm just gonna have to stay home and camp in front of the com until my ass hurts or my eyes pop and play ffxi or world of warcraft...

the other option would be to hit the gym and try to gain some muscle mass b4 ns starts...or prob pick up a instrument

actually not going on a trip frees me up both financially and time-lly...so i guess there has to be a good side to it...still...

Uguu~

I slapped my sister hard like what 12 times today.

And u noe what? It felt really good.

Hey if shes intent on making my life miserable i have every right to make it hell for her...

Maybe the morality will come later...

yay! prelims are over!

went out to celebrate by watching azumanga daioh...chiyo-chan is so cute...and i swear her braids have a life of their own...Osaka kinda represents me in a way...when there is something that doesn't interest her her mind starts wondering in alien territory...and she starts following the floating things in her eyes...her condition is more ...serious, however. lol

then went to suntec to view the food fest....pretty derivative stuff. Shark's fins, laksa, mackerel otah..duck rolls...if they are so popular year after year why don't ppl just set up a shop selling them regularly? Like sharks fins... Haha i liked one of the new pdts that was showcased...a scallop floss which came in at $5 dollars a bottle...i bought two :)

hmmm....while it might have seemed that wrote off the prelims completely...that doesn't mean that i haven't been awakened by the revelations that it brought. Which is that if i take the A's tmr....i'm gonna get culled faster than u can say bird flu. Just how did i score 7 a1s for my O's? In typical oh its not my fault fashion....i could just have put it down to study fatigue after the O's...maybe the pressure affected me so greatly that the thought of studying just put me off completely. Or maybe all my brain cells have been hard-wired with all that information that i can't accept new ones. But that would been just skirting responsibility on my part for the predicament i'm in. Cos no matter how much the teachers in vjc suck...i suck more. period. I'm lazy, irresponsible, unreasonable, complacent and arrogant...and much more

Now my only hope is to try and replicate the formula that allowed me to get what i got....looking back i wasn't exceptionally hard-working in sec4. The only notable thing i could think abt was that i managed to stay awake during lessons. And i remembered following the syllabus to a T. What i can remember is how i did it...Did i come up with essay plans? Or write out whole answers? Did i just read thru the textbook and commited every diagram every paragraph to memory? or did i just practise tys till my hands bled? bcos siriusly i can't rem what i did...and i trashed all my o-level notes in a fit of disgust after the exams....Its like this time warp thing where my sec 4 years just vanished somewhere...maybe it was the sleep deprivation that did it

I'm trying a combination of all to see which gave me good results....For chem i did tys.....For maths i did tutorials and for bio i followed the syllabus....for econs i didn't study though....die. Haha if econs really came up highest i'm gonna laugh...cos i have this nagging suspicion aliens made me smarter in sec4...its a whole lot realistic than all my other theories haha. In which case i'd like to invite them to tea to discuss commercial opportunities. Do u noe how much anxious parents spent on "nutritional" supplements and overweight(with cash) tution teachers....Think of all that money...

haha whatever it is i better do it fast...theres like wat a month before the A-levels? And haha if anything happens to me my brothers and sisters...its not your fault. LOL

~chiyo-nyo!

New final fantasy vii game! Yesh!

http://www.the-magicbox.com/0409/game091504a.shtml

Chiyo-chan nyo~

Too bad i didn't get chiyo haiz



theOtaku.com: What Azumanga Daioh Character Are You

erghh

its now 1.00...and i'm pumping TYS qns like a russian olympiad before the final..or a punk kid at a bar mitzah

i feel like throwing up....

my eyes!!!

pg 18 Straits times
Is it just me or does the crown prince of brunei look like william hung?

ARGH

true to form i'm trying to learn 2 years of economic syllabus in one day.

woe.

quiz time

haha my ans very selective one...so dun mind k?

Do You Prefer:

1. fast food/slow food-haha don't be lame lah
2.science/arts-arts
3.chinese/english songs-no japanese huh?ok lor english lah
4.plain colors/multicolor-plain colors, minimalist :)
5.Hugs/kisses-both. preferably at the same time.
9.teletubbies/purple dinosaur-i love BARNEY!

have You ever Beened:

2.admitted to hospital: yeah...ran around the house and stubbed my toe on my bed. fractured and dislocated, spnt two weeks and missed napfa
5.attached-err no
6.detached-wah lau don't be lame lah lol
8.annoyed enuff to make u kill someone-yeah...i hate ppl who persist and bug u and bug and bug and bug u....

Lame qns: this was faxed over to banchan to do..since he loves to do such lame qns

1.My secret identity is - a secret.
2.I would most likely end u in jail for: sodomy
3.i have no regrets dying if: i touched a girls boobs at least once.
4.if i can turn back time i would: throw away my watch.
5.If i can get away with one thing it would be: why settle for one?
6.If i can own anything in this world it would be: Japan and all its crazy shit
7.If i have one thing to say to the setter of this quiz: ...
8.If you found one million dollars you would: umm buy 2 million blank cds

to be continued...very sleepy

my money is flying away nooo!!!

After the disastrous stint at the barbers...poor hapless boy then proceeded to his cell dinner which was unfortunately at marche(yay his first time!). In a lame ass attempt to cover up what was obviously a bad hair cut...poor hapless boy had no choice to spike his hair...the impact of which rippled through the local exchange stock markets and initiated a flurry of activity on what was otherwise a dull lifeless evening(haha)...aniwae marche being not what he expected it to be poor hapless boy was pleasantly surprised(and shall henceforth be known as poor haplessly pleasantly surprised boy). Unfortunately what was not surprising was the prices...which in reality far exceeded that of which he had been warned of...

For the benefit of those of us who are still living in nuclear bomb shelters, wearing bell-bottoms, listening to ABBA or anything at all that would be otherwise remotely unimaginable to any hip ipod wearing youngster(aka u are still stuck in a time where your parents were still horny)...marche has specific counters set up around the restaurant...(ie.want some grossly overpriced deserts go to the left hand corner) where u order your food, get your card scanned and then proceed to the table where u wait for your food to be prepared and go and collect it(in other words...SELF-SERVICE). Then u pay at the end of the meal.

As expected food was less than outstanding...PHB ordered teppanyaki while the rest ordered either pizza or pasta...PHB sincerely regrets his decision. On hindsight however i doubt that anything else he chose would be much better...for the price of that pasta one could go pastamania and order one of those oven baked thingies (which would taste infinitesimally better)...and as for that pizza i could make that at home(actually i do make pizza quite freq). yeah there were other better smelling things...but for under 12 dollars those 3 were the only ones that gave u a full meal. About the only thing that PHB approves of is the rosti-which could be defined as thus: Light potato strips burned to a crisp. And seeing as to how this dish actually rewards overcooking stuff i dun see how they could have messed it up lol...

Actually it wasn't that bad actually...considering all the ex places that PHB has been too..marche was the only one where it was worth paying for the ambience....and the only one where u could pretend u were on a skiing trip in the scottish/german hillside....this needs to be seen to be believed (and seen it shall be..as soon as i get a pic of it)

[konno is off chasing butterflies...ginji is off chasing girls...and banchan is currently doing talk shows on the US circuit and promoting his latest album...and expects to be back only next month.In the meantime PHB is here holding the fort...god save the queen ;) ]

I expected this to happen

barber auntie aka barbie auntie: Eh boy...ni yao jian tou fa ah?
poor hapless boy: ermm...
barbie auntie: lai...zuo sia. ni yao jian se me?
poor hapless boy: er...jian bao
barbie auntie: -_-
poor hapless boy: er cut thin...
barbie auntie: side want slope?
poor hapless boy: er ok
barbie auntie: slope want high or low
poor hapless boy: er not so high lah...also not so low
barbie auntie: -_-
poor hapless boy: eep

barbie auntie then proceeds to cut off a side lock of his precious hair to demostrate before proceeding to lop off the entire left side of poor hapless boy's precious keratin fibres. poor hapless boy cries inside his heart...

barbie auntie: back want slope or not
poor hapless boy who has learned his mistake: er yeah...but not so high lah
barbie auntie: grunt. snort.

barbie auntie proceeds to use a shaver to mow the lawn that is poor hapless boy's head...
poor hapless boy after all that sloping now has a ball for his head...uguu~

what would have resulted in a much better ending for all parties involved:

Barbie auntie: eh boy...ni yao jian tou fa hah?
Enlightened boy: Eh...bu yao lah
Barbie auntie: Siao!

Just spent 4 hours cleaning up the Maaya Sakamoto Discography that i dl from Public Morning Musume Tracker...had some mislabbeled and fake files and some weren't catgorized...its funny how i dun care about how much my desk looks but i care so much about my com looks...all my music is neatly placed in one folder called mp3s categorized according to genre...subdivided according to artists and futher split into albums and sub-albums. If i really like the artist i'll track down the cd-covers and lyrics. If i find some files online that are higher quality than the ones i have i redownload them again. same goes for my image folders and personnal folder. U noe if i really applied this to my personnal life i would be called a control freak...but strangely it doesn't work both ways. thats wierd.

Aniwae Maaya Sakamoto is one really great artist. I dunno much about music but her voice just floats and lingers in the air bringing a somewhat rustic and mysterious quality to all the songs that she sings. Paired with the amazing talents of Yoko Kanno (who composes like 90% of her songs), she achieves a gentle balance between saccharine sweetness and dark undertones. However her songs end up being inspiring and soothing without being too campy. Due to her role as a seiyuu(voice actress) she has to sing a lot of sucky theme songs though which unfortunately makes up a lot of the stuff that i downloaded sigh.

Fav songs so far...

Nappy Tale OST - Folly Fall (might not be maaya..sure sounds like her though)
Nikopachi - The Garden of Everything, Vector, Yubiwa
Hotch Potch - Tomodachi, Call Your Name, Yakusoku wa Iranai, Hikari no Naka E

I still have like about 3 albums left to listen...

a good place to start listening to her stuff would be http://www.rose-tainted.net/hitomim/hear.html
theres some yoko kanno solo stuff in there too but its all goodness :)

sick

haiz not a good way to start the september holidays...although i did stay over at jermee's house with tk to watch him play sp and gta III...which rocks btw! U get to hijack vehicles and r8un over civilians and do jobs for a crime lord that range from ferrying prostitutes and umm..thats about all i saw of the missions actually. the rest of the time was spent hijacking cars =P

aniwae i'm just finished finished up my celebrations for the holidays...u noe the prerequisite bum arnd and do nothing for 2 whole days stuff...and all the while feeling as if i'm going to puke...at least it seems to be passing...

Hair - its seems like my long hair has to go. At first i had this idea that i could grow it really long and leave it that way until cosplay season starts...then it would be easier to style to fit more chars..and in fact it works quite well. I can do quite a good midou ban..the spikes aren't as thick and they don't reach out as long and its not really symmetrical...but hey at least it manages to stick out in all directions =P The irritating thing is that its already grown past my eye...and no matter how i try to prevent it this strand just slides in between my specs and starts poking my eye...so between losing my vision and keeping long hair...i choose keeping long hair! At least for a few days more...then snip snip.

Specs - oh and parkway had this crazy sale so i made new specs for 70...its bit squarish in shape with ends that taper off and a wider top than the bottom and its made up of plastic ends with wide sides so that it doesn't bend too much when u wear it...hopefull it will arrive before the exams start. Was contemplating getting contacts but since i still have some eye problems(a pimple in my eyelid that keeps returning even after i keep squeezing it) and the fact that i'm still scared of contacts getting lost behind the eyes...i think i'll wait for a while.

SDD - And about sdd..i stil dunno whther i shld go or not. I told jaime at first that i would prefer sitting with my class..then i told my class that i had no money so i backed out..and now my church group wants me to join them. Only this time it appears that i can get a cheaper ticket from tk... but now i no longer feel like going. i admit that i felt like going at first but now i feel bleah. With all prob the ppl that i feel like going with will not be going...so why go? Oh yeah and serene sorry that i pang sae u guys...but heres wat i told jaime...if u girls want to be together so much and can't find enuff ppl to want to sit with together for SDD...u all shld just rent a room or something in a hotel...it would be much cheaper and much better i assure you...bring your own entertainment. I feel like telling that to my cell grp ppl too...they dun want to sit with their classes but instead they will end up sitting with A54 i think just to fill up places at their table...even then they are short of one person...

ARggh i can't think straight theres this veil of fogginess thats lowering my iq every minute my writing is so bleah...think i'll end here.

the brilliant green - maybe we could go back to them

Joie- Go for SDD lah...U get to make new frens... maybe meet the girl of your dreams...plus somemore got david and sam there so fun...Plus its a once in a lifetime thing u noe

Wat i said- Sorry i dun want to go...and wah lau u and david gang up on me sia...go and find another replacement bah...

Wat i said- The last time i went for a once in a lifetime thing i fell asleep and i already found the gurl of my dreams sorry got no incentive to go.

Joie- Maybe can ask laura to go...then u got incentive to go rite? Afterall shes the gurl of your dreams rite? and all your class boys going thats enuff incentive rite?

Wat i said- Wah lau u very backdated liao...the girl of my dreams not going i go for wat..yeah my class guys going but i dun feel comfortable with them i go for wat..same goes for your cell table.

Joie- Ok oh well i wish u gd luck with the gurl of your dreams den...cya.

Wat i shld have said in addition (child warning): Fuck. Is that all u think i am? Go for an event just to see girls in bare back...face the stone wall built by the (former) gurl of my dreams and make superficial frens who would rather spent time masturbating in front of the computer than make frens with u? How abt paying 90 dollars to sit with a group of people whose sole purpose in life is to convert u and all your immediate relatives bar none? Do u really think that i'm that shallow u piece of shit? hey i'm ok if thats wat u think of me bcos quite frankly thats the side i always project...but damm it i hope u're smart enuff to noe that nots wat i really am. i really thot that u would noe me better since we got along so well in pa crew...and since u dun let me tell u wat i want. I want to spend time with ppl that really noe me...that i really get along with and that i really care about...and i really hoped that u were one of them. i dun want to spend time with ppl i hardly noe...applauding beautiful egoistic ppl who already noe that and watch stupid idiots pandering to an ever so enthusiastic audience by dressing up in attention grabbing costumes or clothes that barrely hang by a thread...and listening to stupid ppl making stupid and trivial conversation...so u noe wat just fuck off. -banchan

(konno-eep.we tried to stop him.really.)
(ginji-at least we managed to stop him from sending that msg...its much better than that time with jaime...)
(konno-but wats so bad about SDD i think it'll be interesting wat...)
(banchan -_-)
(konno-uguu~)

banchan-just bcos of konno i'm gonna add some more...hey its not my fault that u decided to go overseas and decide to abandon your frens who are paying extra on your behalf just to able to go to SDD...its not my fault that u didn't think it worthwhile to go for it so certainly do not ask me to go for it. Nor try to use tactics such as these...quite frankly u have used it far too many times. Did u really think that i would join cell group just bcos lydia is chio? Di u really think that i joined the cell group bcos i would be able to make many female frens? Did u think that by making David babysit me i would feel more able to intergrated into cell? Bcos u noe wat it ain't working. so many times i thot that u were someone i could confide in only to realise that i was nothing more than a passing figure that u could care less about...try harder haha.

Or u noe wat? don't bother trying at all. i had enuff of your crap.

other pics coming soon 

teachers day

like a bloody fool i decided to wake up on tuesday at school time to troop down to vjc to witness their teacher's day celebration.

and i wouldn't have missed it for the world.

Why? 3 Words. Craziest shit ever.

Since i have the utmost faith in tk and jr in procuring a video copy...i shalln't spoilt it for anyone here. Suffice to say u have to see it to believe it. Almost everyone, teaching staff, non-teaching staff had a role to play....except for the pa technicians of course, who were helping out with the techincal stuff....and Monica Wong. Who was working backstage in her maternity dress. Why does she always look as if shes pmsing even on teachers day?

Ahhh i feel like telling u all about it....ok i'll just put up a word list aka J.K Rowling. I can't gurantee it be a hundred words though...

Cabbage Patch...beer.... photo album...Grease...mrs lim...morgan...miss rajan...tree...father...mother...transvestite(sp?)....french boyfrend...pe teachers...disco...3 elvis...john lennon...hippie...james cook....smoking pot...riots....smiley face...paris...harmonica...gay french guy...breakup...moulin rouge...miss ting...unemployment...full monty...mr harris...dominatrix...motorcycle...rock stars...bdr(boy-dog relationship?)...spice girls...principal...saturday night fever....purple jumpsuit...thats all i can think abt now.

Most sporting award: One of the tamil teachers.

Most chio award: Miss Christine Choo GP

Most-she-looks-better-here-than-she-looks-in-class award: Mrs Lim Siew Mee Bio

Most-I-wished-i-didn't-have-to-see-that-award: Mr Chok dancing

Most-i can't-which-is-who-award: Mr Steve Ixer, Mr Jeffrey Harris, Mr John Sayers, Mr Jack Cook(they are all white...with white hair)

Most smart award: Mr Sayers? who on finding that the couch he was supposed to sit on was out of the spotlight...adlibbed and moved the couch forward without any help from the etch crew.

Most-no-thanks-to-you award: Ct council. who missed entire departments in their dedication speech after the performance. very lame after what the teachers came up with.
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After that i went to Dunman High with risu-chan to visit our teachers...a pity poor ame couldn't go. First thing Mrs Shu said on seeing me? Stand up straight. Chest out. Spread out your legs more. JC already still like that...haha i was hiding behind tk see. And she thot that i was still as timid as ever. hunched back and all that stuff. Miss tays baby is so fat and cute...but i dunno whther its male or female. And no class has gotten miss tanya chuas marche treat yet...although last years batch missed it by 0.1 grade average(haha suckers). And mr Ng thot Benjamin was Teng Soong. after that met yuki to pick up cpu fan...blah blah. Good thing is it works. And i can play games already now. Oh shit my prelims gonna suffer now. The thing vibrates like a umm...vibrator(? is there such a thing) though...its rocking my motherboard like siao...hope it doesn't kill my hd. And then i went home to play 3 hours of Survival Project =P.

Ah yes...I'm a very happy bugger now :) - ginji-kun