sigh...it's been so long already...why am i still like that?

Whenever i talk to her not a single shred of intelligence shines thru. What comes out instead instead is a neverending stream of garbage that makes me look

A)Autistic

or worse,

B)Gay

instead of

C)Normal

i dun like her anymore i just want to be her fren but my brain goes into overload whenever i'm near her...my mum revat keeps telling me to have more guts...haiz.